Top 5 Things to Remember:
- You will always, always be loved.
- Families and friends (pets) are there to lend a hug, chocolate, or a drink. (don't go too crazy)
- Writing about it totally helps, even if its a hate letter. (just don't send it).
- Don't spend hours or moments rehearsing it in your mind.
- Get a good healthy distraction. (like running, or a hobby)
P.S. "Time is the best healer, or so, ... I've been told."
Enough of this negative talk! Time for good news. Let me think... I talked to an old friend today and I do have to say good friends you keep, great friends you glue yourself to. I have a few great friends. Life has thrown some curve balls as to friends leaving and stuff happening. It goes to show the difference between good and great. However, I have seen great friends actually walk out on me and not want any part of my life. It makes me feel really down. BUT! (who's butt?) I still have realized something: relationships and friendships end and it is okay because new ones begin.
I'm the type of person that doesn't like to give up on people. I will always have hope until I am told by that person not to. When something doesn't work, I try again. I don't like to toss people out of my life unless it is insanely necessary. But, even after all the effort, if it doesn't work, I'll be okay... eventually. :)
Why am I telling the world this? Because tonight I took a risk. I told someone that I was attracted to them. Did it end with red roses and love? Not really. But I do have to say the pit in my stomach from stressing about telling them is finally gone. I want you to know that "no body said it was easy." This life, this adventurous insane roller-coaster, is all 110% completely worth it! I believe in the whole "one day we will look back at this and laugh." Or one day we will tell our story and it will strengthen others.
Peace to all and to all peace. haha that is really cheesy.
And I'm out---
